Me ashamed of my own.
She walks alone but not without her name.
Eva flies away,
Dreams the world far away.
In this cruel children's game
There's no friend to call her name.
Eva sails away,
Dreams the world far away.
The Good in her will be my sunflower field.
Mocked by man to depths of shame
Little girl with life ahead.
For a memory of one kind word
She would stay among the beasts.
Time for one more daring dream
Before her escape,
Edenbeam, we kill with her own loving heart"
- Eva by Nightwish
The game? The game of life? Of chance? Of what?
I think sometimes believing in faith is like a game. Is there a point in trying?
If you believe your fate is sealed? Why play a game you've already won?
Or lost, depending on how you look at it... I want to believe in free will.
God gave us free will, we aren't slaves.
But if God knows everything we're about to do before we think of doing it,
then is that the same as fate? Bear with me, I haven't read the whole Bible.
But if there's fate is there free will, or choice?
Right now I feel like I am tempting fate, and losing.
And it's something as ridiculous as dying my hair. How come everytime
I time try to dye my hair red, it NEVER works?!?
I actually went to a hair salon this time to get hair dye(which I will never do again,
not to mention how rude everyone was).
It doesn't say on the box how do anything!
I had wing it based on what I've done before.
This is like, hair colour cream, not hair colour dye, so that's a problem.
I am trying to get this colour-
This is a picture of Anette Olzon in 2008.
And I have been trying to get that hair colour for years.
I just coloured my hair and guess what? It didn't turn out Anette Olzon red.
So it's safe to say I'm pissed. My hair is about 5 different colours.
Mostly brown(dark and some light)with some Copperish/blonde hi-lights.
Well, the brown turned like a burgundy/dark dark reddish brown.
And the blondish copper turned a little bit of a brighter shade of red then
what I wanted all of my hair to be.
So...I'm a little ticked and disappointed.
But this week-end I will by trying it again;=)
I am serious, I want my hair the colour Anette had her's in 2008.
I have had it that colour before, and I loved it.
So, now I want it back it that colour.
Other than that nothing is new really. I'm glad to be back from Texas.
I bought three more Nightwish Cd's while I was there-
"Century Child"(which is Tarja Turunen), "Once"(Tarja), and
"Made in Hong Kong"(which is Anette Olzon).
Now I will say this again, Anette is AMAZING live.
"Made in Hong Kong" is a live recording CD, along with a DVD documentary
and music videos. And the live recordings they used are really good.
Then my dad got me "Wishmaster"(which is Tarja).
Now I'll need is their first two Cd's "Angels Fall First" and "Oceanborn"(both Tarja).
I am really excited that I read that Nightwish will start recording
the new album in spring of 2010, and hopefully be released in the fall of that year.
Now I read Tuomas Holopainen saying that, so hopefully it's accurate;=)
So I really really am anxious for the new album!
I love Anette's voice and with the album Dark Passion Play being a really dark album,
it wasn't really like much of the sounds of the other albums.
But Tuomas said this album will be more like, "The light at the end of the tunnel" feeling.
So hopefully with hearing Anette sing something that
is a little more sounding like the supposed "old Nightwish" people
will give her a break. They just think Nightwish is different because there's a new singer,
when really, it's that the music was heavier and darker.
They just want someone to blame. And you CAN'T blame Anette.
Just like you can't compare her to Tarja Turunen.
They have different styles of singing and approach how to sing a song in a different way.
Okay, I think I'm done complaining about everything.
Wish me luck with my hair dying this week-end!
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