ADriFt {RANt}

"I thought cause they were tomatoes they were a symbolic gesture of love and appreciation. The love apple. Now I understand perhaps it was encouragement to step off quickly and head to the bar to meet my pa for that shot of scotch, as I was just depressing my audience. Okay I will cancel my next open mic night at yuk yuks and quit my job at the suicide hotline,as clearly I won't be helping those kids." -Torri Higginson




Okay, so I agree with my Twin Rae(who is the Erin to my Shaunee),
that I really can't say I know who I am anymore.
I think the real me, who's supposed to be in this world, the real world...is adrift.
I think that I don't know her anymore.
A lot of things happen to me, and I promise myself I won't let it change me...
but is it anyway??? Am I adrift??? Being not the person I want to be,
but the person everyone's making me out to be???
So...I don't know. I am adrift, or so I believe is the real me, and I hope, that I'll find her...

So, Yellow Springs, all day, with my Twin yesterday.
Never been, but totally fun, nothing like it, loved it absolutely.
Twin's uncle, who is a fire spinner, said he would teach me
and Twin how to do it. "Dangerous and Moving" flames...fun!

So with being in Yellow Springs..me and Twin have
officially decided to Go Green. And along the way, make a huge statement about it.
And I am talking HUGE, BIG, EXTRAORDINARY.
Might be hard, and the punishment will be big...but I think it'll be worth it.
So chaos, maybe confusion because no one will know whose been doing it, but fun.
And good for the environment.Whether you like what we do, we will make ourselves heard.
Whether or not you can handle what you hear and act on it, is entirely up to you.
Like I said before, do you plan on breathing??? Then quit killing the effing trees!
I believe in Global Warming, all that jazz, it's happening.

Tomorrow, school, math with a teacher who has extremely ticked me off...yeah, fun.