FiRSt StriKe {ranT}

After all this has passed, I still will remain.
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain.
Though it won't be today,
someday I'll hope again. And there'll be beauty from pain.
You will bring beauty from my pain.
- "Beauty from Pain"


Okay, well maybe it's not the first strike, or the second, or the third.
Honestly, I couldn't tell you how many times me and Twin have given you another chance. Where the hell do you get off telling me how
I effing feel about people and my problems???

When Twin invited her and me over tonite, Twin and I intended
to make the best out of this. If you randomly say, "Oh, I'm a Bitch." what do you expect
the answer to be??? Yes, you are a bitch. I sure as hell won't lie to you.
Because so am I, so is Twin, so is everyone at times,
and real people with feelings can admit that.
Then, you friggin have the damn nerve to tell ME, that I don't want you here. WTF???
Take a pill of the chill variety and get over it. If I didn't want you there,
I wouldn't have come myself! And, my name is Katie by the way.
You didn't even have the friggin guts to say my name when you sat there
and said, "Well, SHE doesn't want me here".
Ummm, okay, you're cool, but I'm pretty sure that on my birth certificate,
it does not have my name as being SHE. And like I said, I didn't say a damn word about
you not being there. I can be MATURE and hold my tounge.
Some people, like Twin for example, have a had to deal with the death of someone.
I, for example, have already had enough people who I was close to, also walk out on me.
Actually, I recall saying that exact thing tonite, right in front of you.
That I am effing tired of people giving up on me, and walking out of my life.

Then, OMG, she had the nerve to sit there and ignore us as we talked to her. WTF???
How do you expect to solve anything if you won't freaking talk!?!?!
Then, you wouldn't believe what she did next. She called her parents and left.
They came and got her. She went inside, got her stuff, then sat in the middle of the driveway.
I went over to talk to her, and she ignored me...AGAIN!
She said that when she's mad she doesn't talk.
Well FYI, some of us, get a little bit more then freaking ticked when you ignore us!
Then you leave, and call back with the nerve to say,
"I did it because it's what's best for all of us." What a cop out!

But whatever. I gave you a chance. Twin, gave you a chance. You're done.
I understand that when you get a boyfriend,
sometimes you ditch you're friends. But EVERYONE else, gets an effing clue,
and knows that the right choice is to come back because friends are important.
Even after the relationship with your boyfriend is gone, you're friends are STILL here.
But NOT for you. Your FIRST STRIKE was up months ago, and you kept coming back.
And stupidly, we kept forgiving you...
and now, seeing what it's doing to Twin, and to me...I regret it.
You had your first strike, you had your second, and this...this was your third.

Now, you are DONE.